Author Archives: Pm Shadow

  The Degenerates Creed    Forgive me Universe, for I have distrusted you in thought, word, and deed. I am a slave to suffering, and I deserve your temporal just and eternal punishment.    I ask for more fire to fuel the flames when I should request water to extinguish languishing faults. However rotten, know that I amContinue reading “The Degenerates Creed”

  “Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner” – Lao Tzu.   I am trying to do the impossible. Resurrect a dead man. My emotions are weak, my spirit is low, my soul is fading. This is Modern Suicide for Inferior Genetics.   What is the meaning of life? A struggle toContinue reading “Quaint Little Ideas”

1/31/21 – 10:53 a.m. There is a once popular children’s show celebrating its 50th anniversary. It is called “Mister Rogers Neighborhood”. My curiosity for this show is purely academic. What is the subject matter they discuss that is so popular? In what fashion has this shaped the outlook of young toddlers from a subconscious perspectiveContinue reading “Are humans addicted to food?”

Week 1 2021 – 1/10/21 11:31 a.m. – 12:11 p.m. 12:16 p.m.-12:52 p.m. – 2:49 p.m.   The purpose of any human is to find their why. Without it, life is a bleak, mundane, and pitiful peril of remote transactions. The only self worth anyone will accomplish on a day to day basis is pursuing theContinue reading “When a Maze becomes a Puzzle”

1/12/21 – 8:06 P.M.     I just want to start expressing my gratitude for what I have learned and what I am learning. I have tried to start this blog for months and I am not giving myself permission to start because I am setting myself up for failure. I have a fragile ego and IContinue reading “The Giver”

Activity Tracker 101 – 1/10/21 – 3:44 p.m. This is an exercise in consistency and discipline I originally experimented with in 2018, but continued firm with in 2020. The seed I planted for this act of serendipity is the music charts I made from 1997-2004. The tab I kept up with most and enjoyed wasContinue reading “A List of Alternative Albums Recommendations”

Our time in the corporeal state is short. I wish no longer to waste its glory, nor bathe in its ignorance. Handfuls of extravagant beauty are just beyond the culmination of practical evolution, and the scope of short sightedness. I walk alone, and I walk often. A modern version of the H-CAID(Human Artificial Communication IntelligenceContinue reading “Satori”

Analyzing Contradictions – 12/30/20 – 7:47 P.M. – 8:24 P.M., 1/20/21 5:18 p.m., 6/10/21 9:10 a.m. I had to recalibrate my thoughts. I was producing writing, but nothing was all that noteworthy. I got tired of going on a diatribe about my personal past describing irrelevant details to anyone but me and perhaps my therapist. Continue reading “Analyzing Contradictions”

The Art of Serendipity – 12/22/20 8:07 pm- 9:15 pm   I was 13 years old; a young adolescent boy who needed an escape, a fantasy, an outlet to quietly vent my frustration and lack of emotional currency. The refuge I chose was becoming an avid music listener. As an only child of a lower middleContinue reading “The Art of Serendipity”

Started 10/23/20 – 11:35 a.m. , Finished 1/18/21 – 7:40 p.m. This resource of intellectualism grew out of the depths of despair and depression.  I was raised as an aimless middle class lad in the United States of America. Based on my life circumstances, it came natural for me to grow up as an observer. MyContinue reading “About Knock On”